Suicide

After*Words: a snippet of my creative psychology.

Song Inspiration: Jojo “Pedialyte”

Suicide

Feeling all mixed up inside

I think about committing suicide

I can’t blame others for my problems

Because I’m not the only one that has them

Although, I kind of wonder who would cry

Sulking in depression

I must end my life

Oh my Lord, are you feeling me?

I’m telling you these things and I can’t believe

This is the life you’ve laid out for me

I’m two steps close, from falling off the edge

I wonder who’s going to catch me in the end

Tired of my family and so-called friends

It’s either me kill them or put myself to rest

I can’t do it anymore

I just know I can’t

It’s killing me inside and I can no longer hide

Oh my Lord, are you feeling me?

I’m telling you these things and I can’t believe

This is the life you’ve laid out for me

It’s not a cry for help

I don’t want to be free

I just need somebody to listen to me

These are the thoughts of a troubled teen

Which direction am I headed?

Is there help out there for me?

I don’t really know

Now only time can show

Oh my Lord, are you feeling me?

I’m telling you these things and I can’t believe

This is the life you’ve laid out for me

From ‘Original Compositions by a Girl Named Nicky; Love, Life and Deceptions’

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